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THIS FILM IS BASED ON THE PLAY
"CONSENT" BY VANESSA SPRINGORA.
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IT IS INSPIRED BY REAL EVENTS AND CHARACTERS AND
ALSO INCLUDES FICTIONAL ELEMENTS FOR PURPOSES
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CINEMATOGRAPHICS. THE DIRECTOR HAS CHOSEN TO
ADAPT THIS AUTOBIOGRAPHICAL AND CARRYING WORK
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TO THE CINEMA, THE VOICE OF THE AUTHOR ABOUT A
RELATIONSHIP WHOSE EXISTENCE HAS BEEN CONFIRMED
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BY THE MAIN PROTAGONISTS. THIS
THE FILM DOES NOT INTEND TO PURSUIT OTHER PURPOSES.
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I'm devastated, Vanessa.
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How can you imagine
draw a line
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about the most beautiful love story,
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the purest,
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the brightest that
has ever existed?
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How do you think you live without
the taste of my skin,
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my mouth,
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our caresses, our kisses?
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Your breakup letter betrays you.
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You say you only love me.
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Then why do you want to hurt me?
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I was the most faithful man
above all, with you.
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I made a promise to God that I would never,
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never ever,
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you would be part of my past.
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Go for it. Say it:
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"Woe to man through
which scandal comes.
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"Matzneff, it is too beautiful,
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"It's too free,
too happy, too insolent,
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"He's so in love."
So maybe I'm not like everyone else,
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but I will never deny my accomplices.
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But finally... hearing you, you'd think
You belong to a criminal association.
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Only judges can
talk about criminals.
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Maybe I'm a fisherman
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but that's all he cares about
to my confessor and me.
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The mea culpa,
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it's in our own chest
where we hit,
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not in your neighbor's.
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I'm sorry, dear friend.
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Your neighbor will be delighted
that you visit his chest.
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The real criticism that I
these "honest people" do,
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is having the courage to be me
myself, not regret anything,
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and write, as Tolstoy liked to say,
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with the blood of my heart.
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"Maybe he is to me
around only in ghosts,
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"But what I'm sure of,
is that the living,
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"they are in my books."
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Yes.
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Do you like reading Vanessa?
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Yes.
He loves literature.
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Prefers books to all
distractions of children his age.
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A literary temperament.
Interesting.
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Me at 11 years old,
I discovered The Three Musketeers.
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It's thanks to Dumas
that I became a rider.
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reading a book
It can change the course of a life.
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Therefore, it is essential
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meet with your
authors as soon as possible,
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when the mind is formed.
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Who have you found or admired already,
Vanessa?
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Vanessa, at 13 years old,
He has already read a lot.
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He loves Cohen, Dostoevsky, Tolstoy...
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It is much more cultured
than his own mother.
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Yes, yes, really.
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No, no, I assure you.
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-Dostoevsky, Tolstoy.
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We'll have to talk about it, Vanessa.
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I think we have
many things in common.
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Gab the Rafale?
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That was my nickname in military service.
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Really?
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I never would have imagined it.
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I was the best with
a machine gun.
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And as my assistant said:
"Matzneff, 200 meters away,
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"I would put a bullet in
the ass of a fly."
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A little idea for Goncourt?
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It's the same jury
than last year.
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- I was a little disappointed.
- Disappointed?
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I don't like it at all, Duras.
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The Lover was...
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Yes, it is sold. It's amazing.
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I read The Barbarian Wedding, by Queffélec.
Listen... it's pretty amazing.
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And you?
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I loved Besson.
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Okay. Dara?
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Dara. This is exceptional.
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Where do you live exactly?
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It is a very good choice,
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but this book is not for
a girl your age.
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Do you want to read that writer?
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-Yeah.
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Then this one will suit you better.
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Vanessa?
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Here you have the email.
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"Dear Vanessa,
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"It is from a submerged feather
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"in the blood of my heart that
I dare to write to you today.
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"But this pen is impotent
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"to tell you the delicious
problem
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"that you caused to be born in me.
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"I tried in vain to fight
against the spell
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"of your beautiful eyes resting on me,
that November afternoon.
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"You're chasing me.
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"You're not like the others.
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"Dear Vanessa,
what sorceress are you?
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"I would like to be the confidant
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of your heart and the
guardian of your secrets."
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"Mix your fingers with mine
It would be enough for my heart...
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"I didn't know I was so vulnerable.
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"My sweet princess, I am worried.
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"Maybe I'm wrong,
But I can't reason with myself.
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"Dear Vanessa, your absence
tortures me
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"Not hearing from you
I find it unbearable.
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"You're not like the others.
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"I realized it from the first moment.
Dear Vanessa...
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"You deserve it...
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"I'll be the man
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"happier to read
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"in response to my precious words.
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"My sweet princess,
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"don't answer me that
when you judge me worthy,
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"You'll be ready.
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"I dream of you, I dream of you, day and night."
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So, the composition of the subject.
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Who is it?
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- Is he your father?
- Subject of the verb in ablative,
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participle of the ablative verb.
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So...
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I listen to you
the subject of the ablative verb,
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what is it?
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Springora, are you with us?
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Don't believe
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that your excellent grades exempt you
to continue with others.
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"Beware of arrogance
that loses the heroes".
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For next time, you will look for
the meaning of this word: arrogance.
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ARROGANCE.
and you will explain it to your colleagues.
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So, this participle...
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Madam?
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Volunteer to recite?
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Arrogance, lady, among the Greeks,
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It is excessive pride.
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It is an error that causes
destruction of men,
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of the heroes I was talking about.
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Oedipus, for example.
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I think it was his excessive pride in what
He met a tragic fate.
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Do I have to search again,
madam, or is it enough for you?
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I will start again
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(the pederast)
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Happy birthday,
happy birthday...
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It's not that big of a deal. Let's say
What an encouragement on my part.
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Thank you.
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It moves me.
A lot.
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Champagne!
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Write, well,
it may seem stupid but
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first start with
sit at a table...
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And write every day.
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That's how it is.
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Listen...
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I can't tell you anything
still, but...
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- But I...
- Let me see, dear.
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That's wonderful.
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Thank you, Jean-Didier.
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-You are welcome.
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Vanessa is very easy.
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That's why I tell you to be
demanding with herself.
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Let him follow Jean-Didier's advice.
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A literary critic like
he knows what he's talking about.
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I'm so proud of you, baby,
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and that's just the beginning.
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Thank you.
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We write when we are well.
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That's why I want you
always look higher,
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taller than you.
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Never down.
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Do you understand?
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Don't you want to stay for dinner?
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-I can't, you know it well.
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When are you going to talk to him?
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See you next week.
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OK?
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Kiss your daughter.
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Are there no secrets between you and me?
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It's our pact.
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There is us and the rest of the world.
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Men always finish
behaving like bastards.
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Your father already...
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You should go get some rest.
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I'll take care of dinner.
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I'm glad to see you,
Vanessa.
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So happy.
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You don't have to be afraid.
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Please.
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This is where I write.
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No.
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I read books for adults,
you already know it.
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We will read these books together,
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when we know each other better.
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Sit down.
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Can I call you?
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I don't know if I should be here.
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Maybe...
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Would it be better if I left?
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No. Vanessa,
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You have nothing to fear from me.
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I swear it to you before the Blessed Virgin.
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The Holy Virgin?
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Look at her.
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She protects us.
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Leopoldo Silos sounds:
"Filipino Off-Beat Cha cha cha"
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Let's not go too fast.
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I was with Gabriel, mom.
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I don't know him.
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Is he in your class?
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No.
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Look, he wrote me a poem.
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He loves me, he wrote it to me.
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It's true, look.
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Look.
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What have you done?
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Mother?
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You don't know him.
He is vicious, a libertine.
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No!
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No, you are wrong, I assure you.
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He is not like that.
He respects me, mom.
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He loves me.
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No, he doesn't love you.
Wish your youth.
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He is a pedophile.
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Didn't you know?
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But anyway, everyone knows it.
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Did you know that when you brought him home?
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If you see it again,
I will send you to boarding school.
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You have no right.
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I love him.
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I am your mother.
I have all the rights.
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Do you hear me?
You are my responsibility.
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Your responsibility?
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Your daughter in the back of a
car with a pedophile? Is that it?
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It doesn't make sense, what
You say, I'm not a girl anymore.
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You are jealous,
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actually.
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You are jealous.
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Is that it?
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If you stop me from experiencing this love,
I will leave university.
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I don't mind!
I'm going to live in a busy house!
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In my chest there is a girl who
He hanged himself in his room.
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I can do it if you separate me from him!
Listen to me!
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We are not doing anything wrong.
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What happens between us,
It's beautiful, it's very rare.
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Why wouldn't a 14 year old girl
Would you have the right to love who you want?
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Maybe when you know me better,
will you be disappointed?
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I know perfectly well who you are.
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You and I are equal.
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Your mother is afraid of what she doesn't know.
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We will show them that the
true love exists.
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The thing about great love,
I've only read it in books.
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Assure me, are you not afraid?
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No.
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And I've already done some things,
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with Julien
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Julian? Who is Julien?
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Is he a boy your age?
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00:24:37,891 --> 00:24:40,349
From when I was little.
262
00:24:41,136 --> 00:24:43,345
Tell me. Account.
263
00:24:48,437 --> 00:24:50,520
We didn't make love.
264
00:24:51,692 --> 00:24:53,734
We just caressed each other,
265
00:24:54,371 --> 00:24:55,538
on vacation.
266
00:24:56,836 --> 00:24:57,836
It was to play.
267
00:24:58,748 --> 00:25:01,081
Caressed?
But were you completely naked?
268
00:25:02,115 --> 00:25:04,032
Sometimes, almost.
269
00:25:04,810 --> 00:25:07,018
But are you going to see him again, that Julien?
270
00:25:07,043 --> 00:25:08,710
Where you live?
271
00:25:10,054 --> 00:25:12,679
Is there something between you, still?
272
00:25:14,396 --> 00:25:15,396
Not now.
273
00:25:16,630 --> 00:25:18,172
- No.
- ¿No?
274
00:25:18,197 --> 00:25:20,822
I'm not interested anymore.
I swear.
275
00:25:20,847 --> 00:25:21,889
Are you sure?
276
00:25:27,656 --> 00:25:30,656
I see clearly, in your eyes,
that you don't tell me everything.
277
00:25:32,344 --> 00:25:34,136
Tell me the truth.
278
00:25:35,455 --> 00:25:37,122
Do you still like it?
279
00:25:39,433 --> 00:25:40,433
No.
280
00:25:42,516 --> 00:25:43,683
No. And...
281
00:25:44,308 --> 00:25:45,659
And now he has a girlfriend.
282
00:25:45,684 --> 00:25:48,100
It won't happen again,
I promise you.
283
00:25:48,787 --> 00:25:51,329
- Do you promise me, Vanessa?
- Yeah.
284
00:25:54,466 --> 00:25:55,758
-Do you promise me?
285
00:25:56,211 --> 00:25:57,461
-Yeah.
286
00:25:58,664 --> 00:26:00,039
Yes, and also...
287
00:26:02,111 --> 00:26:05,445
He's a boy, you know?
It has nothing to do with you.
288
00:26:06,466 --> 00:26:08,591
But are you still a virgin?
289
00:26:10,097 --> 00:26:11,097
Yes.
290
00:26:11,702 --> 00:26:13,577
Yes, of course.
291
00:26:16,731 --> 00:26:18,793
My first time, I wanted to experience it with...
292
00:26:19,480 --> 00:26:21,327
someone I love, and who loves too.
293
00:26:23,041 --> 00:26:24,499
Sorry.
294
00:26:25,006 --> 00:26:26,381
Excuse me.
295
00:26:26,468 --> 00:26:28,966
You know, I love you very much,
therefore,
296
00:26:28,991 --> 00:26:32,433
I do not support, I will never support
297
00:26:32,458 --> 00:26:35,916
what else can put
his hands on you.
298
00:26:36,160 --> 00:26:39,766
That drives me crazy.
You understand? And also...
299
00:26:40,985 --> 00:26:44,485
it could have been terrible
For you, traumatic.
300
00:26:44,803 --> 00:26:48,928
Your first time with a boy
brutal, inexperienced.
301
00:26:51,450 --> 00:26:54,492
It is an opportunity to
You let me be the first.
302
00:27:01,366 --> 00:27:02,450
You know...
303
00:27:03,996 --> 00:27:06,538
maybe I'm not perfect...
304
00:27:09,479 --> 00:27:11,813
But I have mastered the art of love.
305
00:27:15,745 --> 00:27:19,229
I will be the best teacher for you.
306
00:27:21,717 --> 00:27:22,846
Tender...
307
00:27:24,433 --> 00:27:25,725
persevering...
308
00:27:28,310 --> 00:27:30,018
and imaginative.
309
00:28:11,513 --> 00:28:13,388
-I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
310
00:28:13,495 --> 00:28:15,328
Don't worry.
311
00:28:16,471 --> 00:28:18,513
I'll take my time.
312
00:28:19,167 --> 00:28:21,000
Because it's you.
313
00:28:22,157 --> 00:28:24,073
Because you are unique.
314
00:28:29,763 --> 00:28:32,388
Are you shaking, my dear girl?
315
00:28:34,751 --> 00:28:36,959
Do you want me to stop?
316
00:28:38,698 --> 00:28:40,865
I won't force you to do anything.
317
00:28:41,728 --> 00:28:43,645
Do you know it?
318
00:29:02,756 --> 00:29:06,797
It hurts, it hurts, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry.
319
00:29:06,822 --> 00:29:08,530
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
320
00:29:08,660 --> 00:29:10,702
- Don't blame me.
- It doesn't matter.
321
00:29:14,972 --> 00:29:16,681
We can do something else,
you know.
322
00:30:13,164 --> 00:30:15,081
Like a little child.
323
00:30:28,307 --> 00:30:32,349
Jean-Didier called. Could we
the three of us having dinner together?
324
00:30:33,360 --> 00:30:35,985
You love talking about literature with him.
325
00:30:43,277 --> 00:30:44,819
You hurt me.
326
00:31:17,782 --> 00:31:20,386
I'm not asking if you know
Alice in Wonderland.
327
00:31:21,131 --> 00:31:23,589
Well yes, of course, I know him.
328
00:31:24,042 --> 00:31:25,500
Because?
329
00:31:26,615 --> 00:31:28,126
that masterpiece
would never have existed
330
00:31:28,151 --> 00:31:31,984
if its author were not
really madly in love
331
00:31:32,009 --> 00:31:35,884
of a girl named Alice.
332
00:31:38,823 --> 00:31:41,706
No, but today people are horrified by everything.
333
00:31:58,378 --> 00:32:01,773
I would have been so proud
that you accompanied me to that signing.
334
00:32:03,417 --> 00:32:05,458
Let me be seen with my beautiful schoolgirl.
335
00:32:10,180 --> 00:32:11,721
What are you looking at?
336
00:32:12,947 --> 00:32:14,239
To you.
337
00:32:41,527 --> 00:32:45,153
It had been a long time since
I wasn't that inspired.
338
00:32:45,749 --> 00:32:49,416
I wrote about you, I didn't stop,
339
00:32:49,990 --> 00:32:52,406
pages and pages in my diary,
340
00:32:52,681 --> 00:32:56,681
pages with your image, sublime.
341
00:33:02,691 --> 00:33:05,980
Haven't you forgotten what
Did I explain it to you last time?
342
00:33:06,547 --> 00:33:09,338
In love, nothing is dirty.
343
00:33:10,042 --> 00:33:12,667
There are no dirty or prohibited gestures.
344
00:33:13,392 --> 00:33:16,073
And when things can
seem embarrassing,
345
00:33:16,098 --> 00:33:18,806
you can tell yourself that everything
the world makes them
346
00:33:19,795 --> 00:33:21,545
and that is normal.
347
00:33:23,111 --> 00:33:24,861
It's just love.
348
00:33:36,370 --> 00:33:38,995
Why have you done that?
This is my diary.
349
00:33:39,288 --> 00:33:40,288
You make me sick.
350
00:33:40,313 --> 00:33:41,938
Hey, you make me sick.
351
00:33:41,963 --> 00:33:43,005
I'm afraid for you.
352
00:33:43,030 --> 00:33:45,614
It's my life, it's none of your business.
353
00:33:46,304 --> 00:33:48,096
Now I'll have to tell him.
354
00:33:48,358 --> 00:33:50,900
Your father will agree with me.
355
00:33:51,648 --> 00:33:53,689
I don't worry about him now,
356
00:33:53,946 --> 00:33:55,446
I don't want to see him anymore.
357
00:33:55,471 --> 00:33:56,319
I no longer have a father,
358
00:33:56,344 --> 00:33:59,246
I can lose my mother.
It doesn't scare me.
359
00:34:00,107 --> 00:34:01,482
-Vanessa, stop.
360
00:34:01,649 --> 00:34:04,166
Drop that bag,
You're not going anywhere!
361
00:34:04,191 --> 00:34:05,483
Do you hear me? High!
362
00:34:11,086 --> 00:34:13,419
I'm going to go to the police.
363
00:34:17,564 --> 00:34:19,766
I won't let you waste
your life with this guy.
364
00:34:20,428 --> 00:34:22,313
He's 50, you're 14!
365
00:34:22,490 --> 00:34:24,990
- He's using you!
- It's a lie.
366
00:34:25,605 --> 00:34:28,438
The artists have lived
passions with girls my age.
367
00:34:28,580 --> 00:34:30,330
And they were his muses.
368
00:34:30,873 --> 00:34:32,313
I'm talking to you about a great love.
369
00:34:32,373 --> 00:34:35,413
You don't know anything about it.
What have you done in your life?
370
00:34:35,598 --> 00:34:37,473
And now you're alone.
371
00:34:39,149 --> 00:34:41,482
And you have hurt me.
372
00:34:43,629 --> 00:34:45,296
Why are you crying?
373
00:34:46,533 --> 00:34:48,575
Plus, you reek of alcohol.
374
00:34:48,849 --> 00:34:51,599
Okay, go.
375
00:34:53,591 --> 00:34:56,257
Do what you want, I don't care.
376
00:34:58,336 --> 00:35:00,980
You won't have to complain later, right?
377
00:35:02,646 --> 00:35:04,420
Go ahead!
378
00:35:11,170 --> 00:35:13,545
You don't know her.
379
00:35:15,456 --> 00:35:16,790
Nothing was easy for her.
380
00:35:16,858 --> 00:35:20,066
I don't want to sow
discord between you.
381
00:35:20,385 --> 00:35:23,973
I'm afraid you prefer
choose your mother over me.
382
00:35:25,871 --> 00:35:27,371
It's unfair.
383
00:35:29,701 --> 00:35:32,720
I wish my life were
a blank page,
384
00:35:33,610 --> 00:35:35,373
but the past cannot be erased.
385
00:35:35,517 --> 00:35:37,642
Before you, I lived like a libertine,
386
00:35:39,799 --> 00:35:41,174
But it's over.
387
00:35:41,604 --> 00:35:43,726
There is only room for you.
388
00:35:44,547 --> 00:35:46,280
Because...
389
00:35:47,380 --> 00:35:49,426
You are my redemption, Vanessa.
390
00:35:49,783 --> 00:35:52,106
But if you don't believe in me...
391
00:35:52,965 --> 00:35:56,923
Before you, I loved another girl, Francesca.
392
00:35:58,920 --> 00:36:01,170
It made me suffer terribly.
393
00:36:02,295 --> 00:36:05,420
She was jealous, hysterical,
possessive, crazy.
394
00:36:05,445 --> 00:36:06,654
Crazy.
395
00:36:08,890 --> 00:36:11,098
It could have destroyed me.
396
00:36:12,003 --> 00:36:14,670
You are the "final girl" I was waiting for.
397
00:36:17,106 --> 00:36:20,190
And if necessary,
I will fight to marry you.
398
00:36:23,005 --> 00:36:25,005
You are my last love.
399
00:36:42,469 --> 00:36:46,636
Culture without conscience only
It is the ruin of the soul, right?
400
00:36:54,763 --> 00:36:57,638
Don Giovanni, K.527 sounds
by Mozart
401
00:38:05,627 --> 00:38:09,627
Since I have never had children,
I don't have experience?
402
00:38:10,500 --> 00:38:13,125
No, I didn't say anything like that.
403
00:38:14,047 --> 00:38:18,255
We were all children,
facing our parents first.
404
00:38:18,280 --> 00:38:19,696
And that is already an experience.
405
00:38:19,778 --> 00:38:22,361
Mine got separated
when I was 6 months old.
406
00:38:22,386 --> 00:38:25,261
I have never seen them together
in the same room. Can you imagine it?
407
00:38:26,225 --> 00:38:27,820
The nurses educated me.
408
00:38:28,086 --> 00:38:30,003
They gave me the basic rules:
409
00:38:30,902 --> 00:38:31,902
no elbows on the table
410
00:38:33,838 --> 00:38:35,797
No stepping on the grass.
411
00:38:35,822 --> 00:38:39,364
No crying,
especially if you are a child.
412
00:38:39,575 --> 00:38:42,860
And what does that mean for adulthood?
413
00:38:43,708 --> 00:38:45,173
White lies.
414
00:38:45,298 --> 00:38:49,380
Certainly courteous and kind in society, but
415
00:38:50,206 --> 00:38:51,580
at what price?
416
00:38:57,699 --> 00:39:00,353
No, but I think there is
than to let the children grow,
417
00:39:00,378 --> 00:39:03,295
as they want, as they please.
418
00:39:08,522 --> 00:39:11,730
We must let them make mistakes,
let them get hurt...
419
00:39:12,257 --> 00:39:16,424
We have to let them learn.
Being yourself is exactly that.
420
00:39:16,892 --> 00:39:18,906
We cannot say that
our generations,
421
00:39:18,931 --> 00:39:21,306
we don't have exactly
the same age...
422
00:39:22,892 --> 00:39:25,980
that we were educated according to these principles.
423
00:39:26,330 --> 00:39:28,373
Well, let me tell you...
424
00:39:30,735 --> 00:39:32,413
Don't listen, Vanessa.
425
00:39:33,325 --> 00:39:37,367
that you have known how to respect
the nature of your daughter,
426
00:39:37,838 --> 00:39:39,797
and I congratulate you.
427
00:39:43,368 --> 00:39:46,313
She is really
different from the others, she is...
428
00:39:46,460 --> 00:39:49,000
more mature, more authentic...
429
00:39:50,280 --> 00:39:51,697
unique.
430
00:39:58,035 --> 00:40:00,799
Mom, can I sleep
at Gabriel's house tonight?
431
00:40:00,824 --> 00:40:02,574
No, no, I...
432
00:40:05,560 --> 00:40:08,268
Don't you think she
Are you a little tired?
433
00:40:12,448 --> 00:40:14,323
Mom, please.
434
00:40:17,389 --> 00:40:18,556
No.
435
00:40:19,257 --> 00:40:20,424
Your mother is right.
436
00:40:21,203 --> 00:40:22,870
My dear girl,
437
00:40:23,291 --> 00:40:25,749
we'll see you tomorrow.
438
00:40:30,636 --> 00:40:33,793
Be careful not to
drown yourself in chocolate,
439
00:40:33,818 --> 00:40:35,901
It is fertilizer for acne.
440
00:40:37,553 --> 00:40:40,220
Your mother works in publishing, right?
441
00:40:40,786 --> 00:40:41,278
Yes...
442
00:40:41,345 --> 00:40:43,446
She and her mother are very close.
443
00:40:43,605 --> 00:40:48,646
-Your mother doesn't care
that you love the scandalous one,
444
00:40:48,671 --> 00:40:52,013
to the sulphurous, to the intrepid
rider we know?
445
00:40:53,813 --> 00:40:56,486
Aren't you worried about the age difference?
446
00:40:58,085 --> 00:40:59,919
Love has no age.
447
00:41:00,213 --> 00:41:03,796
Totally agree.
And you're brilliant for thinking like that.
448
00:41:04,931 --> 00:41:06,640
Not only do I think about it, but...
449
00:41:07,946 --> 00:41:12,206
- I'm ready to shout it loud and clear.
- She is a good student.
450
00:41:12,249 --> 00:41:13,920
He had a good teacher.
451
00:41:14,129 --> 00:41:16,962
- It is applied.
- And very determined, from what I see.
452
00:41:17,292 --> 00:41:19,333
I'm not a girl anymore.
453
00:41:19,358 --> 00:41:22,358
You are absolutely adorable.
454
00:41:28,438 --> 00:41:29,938
Do you know anything about Francesca?
455
00:41:29,963 --> 00:41:31,755
No, very little.
456
00:41:31,896 --> 00:41:33,688
How is Marie-Agnès?
457
00:41:33,713 --> 00:41:37,421
Very good. She is always
so fresh, sparkling.
458
00:41:37,967 --> 00:41:39,873
And even though I broke her heart,
459
00:41:39,898 --> 00:41:42,433
it's still not too much
hardened by life.
460
00:41:44,134 --> 00:41:45,573
I saw Diane again
461
00:41:45,634 --> 00:41:48,540
who asked me to participate
at his conference
462
00:41:48,565 --> 00:41:51,713
at the Sorbonne,
Obviously I couldn't refuse.
463
00:41:53,023 --> 00:41:54,815
Vanessa is different from the others.
464
00:41:55,136 --> 00:41:56,636
She has a precocious intelligence.
465
00:41:56,823 --> 00:42:00,093
It is ahead in absolutely
all levels.
466
00:42:00,841 --> 00:42:01,841
Well, almost.
467
00:42:05,820 --> 00:42:06,987
What is it?
468
00:42:08,279 --> 00:42:09,695
A love letter.
469
00:42:10,654 --> 00:42:12,362
So why are you sad?
470
00:42:12,403 --> 00:42:13,903
I am moved.
471
00:42:19,365 --> 00:42:21,490
Your words are magnificent.
472
00:42:23,105 --> 00:42:26,273
- I have never read such a beautiful letter.
- I can see...
473
00:42:26,298 --> 00:42:27,298
No.
474
00:42:39,652 --> 00:42:41,766
"I don't care that you're not ready yet.
475
00:42:41,791 --> 00:42:43,746
"for another type of sex that is not
the puerili way
476
00:42:43,771 --> 00:42:47,646
"but you have to try hard
for being more daring.
477
00:42:48,294 --> 00:42:51,044
"I think I'm very kind
with you, right?
478
00:42:51,441 --> 00:42:55,346
"You could be even nicer to me and
Take care of me like I take care of you.
479
00:42:55,883 --> 00:43:01,373
"I told you, in love nothing is dirty.
Maybe I'm being unfair,
480
00:43:01,398 --> 00:43:03,620
"or maybe you're too young for me.
481
00:43:03,645 --> 00:43:08,893
"But dissatisfaction in a man
It is a source of pain,
482
00:43:09,433 --> 00:43:10,918
"and my ultimate girl,
483
00:43:11,294 --> 00:43:15,060
"I dare to hope that you want
make me truly happy."
484
00:43:45,033 --> 00:43:46,574
Vanessa?
485
00:43:47,283 --> 00:43:49,783
Aren't you with your little ones
companions?
486
00:43:50,533 --> 00:43:52,824
They seem more and more stupid to me.
487
00:43:54,893 --> 00:43:57,185
I have nothing more to do with them.
488
00:43:59,724 --> 00:44:03,141
And nothing, nobody interests me anything except you.
489
00:44:03,228 --> 00:44:05,353
If you leave me, I will commit suicide.
490
00:44:06,008 --> 00:44:08,924
I am your schoolgirl and your girl,
491
00:44:09,202 --> 00:44:10,286
your lover,
492
00:44:10,564 --> 00:44:12,960
your little girl,
I will be everything you want.
493
00:44:14,026 --> 00:44:16,359
Ask me what you want.
494
00:44:16,546 --> 00:44:20,254
What could I do to
fill my favorite teacher?
495
00:44:22,104 --> 00:44:26,062
Let your schoolgirl apply for
teach him what he taught him.
496
00:44:48,286 --> 00:44:49,286
Mother...?
497
00:44:50,692 --> 00:44:52,734
Mom, I'm not feeling well. Mom...
498
00:44:56,449 --> 00:44:58,783
Call Gabriel!
499
00:45:10,269 --> 00:45:11,894
I'll see you again tomorrow.
500
00:45:11,983 --> 00:45:13,358
Goodbye, Vanessa.
501
00:45:21,497 --> 00:45:24,289
Who is the guy who just shot me
with the look?
502
00:45:25,619 --> 00:45:29,353
He is a psychologist,
He is a friend of my mother.
503
00:45:30,608 --> 00:45:32,821
It is acute joint rheumatism.
504
00:45:32,846 --> 00:45:34,668
He thinks I'm somatizing.
505
00:45:35,699 --> 00:45:38,908
I don't know what she told him.
506
00:45:41,042 --> 00:45:42,846
Yes, I see.
507
00:45:44,546 --> 00:45:46,088
I see, I see.
508
00:45:47,007 --> 00:45:48,882
Well, first, I sit down.
509
00:45:49,174 --> 00:45:50,299
A little back.
510
00:45:50,507 --> 00:45:52,715
I work my gaze.
511
00:45:52,866 --> 00:45:54,783
Intense look.
512
00:45:56,393 --> 00:45:57,520
Well...
513
00:45:58,331 --> 00:45:59,926
I listen to her...
514
00:46:01,371 --> 00:46:04,240
Although I already have an idea
about my young patient.
515
00:46:05,366 --> 00:46:07,783
Pretty, very pretty.
516
00:46:08,505 --> 00:46:12,049
Very, very pretty.
517
00:46:12,945 --> 00:46:16,237
I ask him about his dreams
and I let her speak.
518
00:46:17,527 --> 00:46:20,193
If she could send me one
transfer quickly.
519
00:46:20,644 --> 00:46:22,977
Well, I know, it's unethical,
520
00:46:23,002 --> 00:46:24,960
but it's because of me.
521
00:46:24,985 --> 00:46:26,777
Obviously, I'm not telling him.
522
00:46:28,169 --> 00:46:30,044
But, I sharpen my weapons.
523
00:46:30,348 --> 00:46:31,431
Fast, and attention,
524
00:46:31,912 --> 00:46:35,162
a strong quote to stun her.
525
00:46:35,187 --> 00:46:38,562
Here it is:
"Sleep is the guardian of sleep"
526
00:46:38,587 --> 00:46:40,731
There it is, he can no longer resist.
527
00:46:40,756 --> 00:46:41,797
I have it.
528
00:46:41,996 --> 00:46:44,038
Come on, the final blow.
529
00:46:44,609 --> 00:46:47,984
Would you lack reference points,
father...
530
00:46:48,648 --> 00:46:49,833
reference points...
531
00:46:50,367 --> 00:46:51,867
I won.
532
00:46:53,764 --> 00:46:54,806
My beautiful girl,
533
00:46:55,055 --> 00:46:57,413
Consult Dr. Gabriel instead.
534
00:46:57,533 --> 00:47:01,283
It will tell you that your illness
It is not psychosomatic, nor hysterical.
535
00:47:01,873 --> 00:47:04,506
It is an infection, or inflammation. Nothing else.
536
00:47:04,722 --> 00:47:06,514
What an idiot, this psychologist.
537
00:47:07,852 --> 00:47:11,227
By nature, I never liked them much
538
00:47:11,252 --> 00:47:14,793
the preachings of old Sigmund,
but this bullshit
539
00:47:14,818 --> 00:47:17,360
It confuses me with its Viennese pastas.
540
00:47:18,385 --> 00:47:19,427
I...
541
00:47:20,688 --> 00:47:22,896
I prefer the religious ones.
542
00:47:22,921 --> 00:47:24,880
Are they painful?
543
00:47:26,834 --> 00:47:28,542
Sometimes, but that's okay.
544
00:47:28,731 --> 00:47:30,486
Do you have a boyfriend?
545
00:47:30,572 --> 00:47:33,239
Yes. It's more than that,
we are a couple.
546
00:47:33,635 --> 00:47:34,760
Couple?
547
00:47:36,612 --> 00:47:38,233
Don't be ashamed
from my question:
548
00:47:38,258 --> 00:47:40,883
have you already had
sexual relations?
549
00:47:44,192 --> 00:47:47,359
I would like to make love with him,
but I can't.
550
00:47:49,228 --> 00:47:52,020
It's someone who lends me
a lot of attention...
551
00:47:55,721 --> 00:47:57,763
but every time you try,
552
00:47:58,530 --> 00:48:01,864
it hurts me a lot
and it scares me, so...
553
00:48:04,281 --> 00:48:06,990
So I'm afraid you've had enough.
554
00:48:08,420 --> 00:48:09,545
Although he loves me,
555
00:48:10,170 --> 00:48:12,986
I'm afraid you're fed up
that I do not give myself to him,
556
00:48:13,011 --> 00:48:16,511
find me
childish and left me.
557
00:48:18,032 --> 00:48:19,990
It's not fair.
558
00:48:20,793 --> 00:48:22,502
I would like...
559
00:48:22,527 --> 00:48:26,580
I would like so much that I
look like a woman,
560
00:48:26,605 --> 00:48:28,066
and not like a girl.
561
00:48:30,053 --> 00:48:32,762
There must be an explanation.
562
00:48:33,360 --> 00:48:37,166
I'm just going to ask you
put your feet here.
563
00:48:41,526 --> 00:48:42,818
Very good.
564
00:48:53,722 --> 00:48:56,097
You are, in fact, the
virgin incarnate
565
00:48:56,848 --> 00:48:59,390
I never saw a hymen
so intact,
566
00:48:59,415 --> 00:49:01,915
It is a real chastity belt.
567
00:49:04,245 --> 00:49:05,746
Don't worry.
568
00:49:05,771 --> 00:49:07,840
I can help you if you want.
569
00:49:07,865 --> 00:49:10,466
A small surgical intervention,
570
00:49:10,491 --> 00:49:13,913
under local anesthesia,
and everything will be fine,
571
00:49:13,938 --> 00:49:15,896
without any difficulty,
without any pain.
572
00:49:43,140 --> 00:49:44,848
I love you.
573
00:49:58,320 --> 00:49:59,320
It's a great day.
574
00:50:00,176 --> 00:50:01,801
A sacred day for you and me.
575
00:50:04,950 --> 00:50:06,450
The pages that I will write
576
00:50:06,475 --> 00:50:08,406
They will be the most beautiful of my life.
577
00:50:08,431 --> 00:50:11,348
Go back to bed, my dear girl.
578
00:50:20,001 --> 00:50:22,667
I never dared to tell you, but...
579
00:50:25,348 --> 00:50:27,348
I also write.
580
00:50:28,458 --> 00:50:29,708
Really.
581
00:50:32,769 --> 00:50:36,144
I will dedicate my first book to you.
582
00:50:37,188 --> 00:50:38,313
He will only talk about you.
583
00:50:41,926 --> 00:50:45,051
I don't want to forget any of that
moment when I started you.
584
00:50:45,806 --> 00:50:47,906
If I don't write something,
585
00:50:47,931 --> 00:50:51,848
I have the feeling, quickly,
of never having experienced it.
586
00:50:51,873 --> 00:50:53,581
I will be your memory.
587
00:50:53,731 --> 00:50:55,523
And you, my girl,
588
00:50:55,548 --> 00:50:58,590
You will discover yourself there as in a mirror.
589
00:50:59,887 --> 00:51:04,200
590
00:51:04,233 --> 00:51:08,880
591
00:51:09,187 --> 00:51:13,346
592
00:51:13,400 --> 00:51:16,800
593
00:51:16,853 --> 00:51:22,173
594
00:51:22,727 --> 00:51:26,993
595
00:51:27,020 --> 00:51:31,693
596
00:51:32,013 --> 00:51:36,107
597
00:51:36,273 --> 00:51:38,947
598
00:51:51,773 --> 00:51:55,033
-I saw your old man kissing
another girl on the bus.
599
00:51:57,352 --> 00:52:01,227
My father told me it was
a pedophile bastard.
600
00:52:07,268 --> 00:52:09,018
That's what I say.
601
00:52:10,697 --> 00:52:14,155
My writings are and will continue
being my worst enemies.
602
00:52:14,598 --> 00:52:17,557
Some of them are used,
certainly without having read them,
603
00:52:17,582 --> 00:52:20,499
to say anything about me.
604
00:52:21,717 --> 00:52:23,883
And your little brat friend,
605
00:52:24,692 --> 00:52:29,853
I'm pretty sure it just repeats
what his stupid parents told him.
606
00:52:30,300 --> 00:52:32,884
Why don't you want me to read your books?
607
00:52:32,910 --> 00:52:35,077
What are you hiding from me?
608
00:52:35,138 --> 00:52:38,993
I only fear that some
pages may shock you.
609
00:52:39,705 --> 00:52:43,713
And furthermore these writings no longer correspond to the
man I have become thanks to you.
610
00:52:45,193 --> 00:52:47,652
When I'm older,
will you still love me?
611
00:52:51,015 --> 00:52:52,848
Thanks to me,
612
00:52:53,734 --> 00:52:55,442
you will always be young.
613
00:52:58,317 --> 00:53:01,359
Because I made a big decision,
Vanessa.
614
00:53:01,667 --> 00:53:04,542
I'm going to write a novel
inspired by our meeting.
615
00:53:05,319 --> 00:53:07,334
This will be the testimony
of our solar love
616
00:53:07,359 --> 00:53:10,480
and of my reformed existence
for beautiful eyes
617
00:53:10,505 --> 00:53:11,799
of a 14 year old girl.
618
00:53:11,824 --> 00:53:13,074
It will be called "Allegra",
619
00:53:13,099 --> 00:53:15,016
He will be called "Nil".
620
00:53:15,622 --> 00:53:16,622
I don't have the rest.
621
00:53:17,441 --> 00:53:20,226
But there will have to be
twists, suspense.
622
00:53:22,938 --> 00:53:24,313
We will imagine it together.
623
00:53:25,936 --> 00:53:26,936
Yes.
624
00:53:36,947 --> 00:53:37,697
Allegra.
625
00:53:38,940 --> 00:53:39,940
Nil.
626
00:54:23,841 --> 00:54:25,300
Look at me.
627
00:54:27,237 --> 00:54:27,946
Look at me.
628
00:54:32,943 --> 00:54:34,193
Go.
629
00:54:37,833 --> 00:54:38,833
Mr. Matzneff.
630
00:54:38,858 --> 00:54:40,740
- Minors Brigade.
- Delighted.
631
00:54:40,917 --> 00:54:42,786
What can I do for you?
632
00:54:42,811 --> 00:54:45,019
We would like to talk to you,
a few minutes.
633
00:54:45,645 --> 00:54:49,573
Of course,
I only have to teach one subject.
634
00:54:49,846 --> 00:54:51,493
This is a routine visit.
635
00:54:51,518 --> 00:54:55,480
OK. but allow me
say goodbye to this young student
636
00:54:55,505 --> 00:54:57,588
who has come to ask me
about my work.
637
00:54:57,775 --> 00:54:59,983
-Of course, Mr. Matzneff.
638
00:55:02,376 --> 00:55:03,460
Thank you.
639
00:55:04,227 --> 00:55:05,833
See you soon.
640
00:55:09,115 --> 00:55:12,273
We will no longer go to my studio at the same time.
Too risky.
641
00:55:12,298 --> 00:55:15,965
We will no longer be able to walk
hand or walk together.
642
00:55:16,143 --> 00:55:18,960
I spent the day hiding
every trace of you.
643
00:55:19,081 --> 00:55:20,693
They watch us.
They spy on us.
644
00:55:20,858 --> 00:55:23,133
We will all have to wait
the possible scenarios.
645
00:55:23,382 --> 00:55:24,913
We have broken the law.
646
00:55:26,105 --> 00:55:28,063
Don't ever forget it.
647
00:55:32,595 --> 00:55:35,106
You are not measuring gravity
of the situation.
648
00:55:40,496 --> 00:55:42,663
It is I who can be condemned.
649
00:55:43,727 --> 00:55:45,768
What if I lose custody of you?
650
00:55:46,810 --> 00:55:51,027
Imagine finding yourself in a family
foster care until you turn 18 years old.
651
00:55:51,790 --> 00:55:53,624
Do you realize?
652
00:56:03,601 --> 00:56:05,768
I have been fabulous.
653
00:56:06,091 --> 00:56:08,550
I was absolutely remarkable.
654
00:56:08,629 --> 00:56:12,320
The police assured me that it was not
just an administrative formality.
655
00:56:12,345 --> 00:56:15,339
Complaint letters about celebrities.
656
00:56:15,370 --> 00:56:18,328
"Sir, we are receiving
a few hundred a day."
657
00:56:22,569 --> 00:56:24,778
Can I bring you something to drink?
658
00:56:25,178 --> 00:56:27,053
Sit down. I beg you.
659
00:56:27,193 --> 00:56:31,808
I always carry the complimentary
letter that François Mitterrand sent me.
660
00:56:32,330 --> 00:56:36,442
If they had wanted to arrest me in
moment, I wouldn't have hesitated to show it to him.
661
00:56:38,113 --> 00:56:39,322
Mitterrand?
662
00:56:39,925 --> 00:56:40,716
Really?
663
00:56:41,072 --> 00:56:43,346
He is a big admirer of my work.
664
00:56:46,431 --> 00:56:47,431
Yes, ma'am.
665
00:56:51,993 --> 00:56:54,327
I read the anonymous letter.
666
00:56:55,754 --> 00:56:59,087
It was signed by
"W., a friend of the mother."
667
00:56:59,855 --> 00:57:01,313
A friend of the mother?
668
00:57:02,475 --> 00:57:03,517
W?
669
00:57:03,865 --> 00:57:05,657
It doesn't make sense.
670
00:57:07,036 --> 00:57:08,745
And why not...
671
00:57:09,371 --> 00:57:10,871
your friend...
672
00:57:12,062 --> 00:57:13,854
Jean-Didier Wolfromm,
673
00:57:13,986 --> 00:57:16,320
this failed scribbler?
674
00:57:19,742 --> 00:57:22,742
It's true that you canceled
three of his invitations.
675
00:57:22,903 --> 00:57:24,862
Maybe he took it the wrong way?
676
00:57:26,952 --> 00:57:28,952
No, it can't be him.
677
00:57:29,540 --> 00:57:31,623
It encourages me to write,
He's nice.
678
00:57:31,690 --> 00:57:32,857
Does it encourage you?
679
00:57:35,703 --> 00:57:37,053
It's that bastard.
680
00:57:37,078 --> 00:57:40,253
Can't stand that we can be pretty
and intelligent at the same time.
681
00:57:40,473 --> 00:57:41,931
It's disgusting.
682
00:57:42,312 --> 00:57:45,200
I'm sure you want
sleep with you
683
00:57:59,683 --> 00:58:03,206
How you wanted me to write
with this scoundrel in tow.
684
00:58:03,231 --> 00:58:04,356
I was fed up.
685
00:58:04,967 --> 00:58:07,926
The Lord has put in my path
to generous patrons.
686
00:58:07,951 --> 00:58:11,866
They will pay me everything, room,
as well as my meals at Lipp.
687
00:58:11,891 --> 00:58:13,391
I thanked them.
688
00:58:13,586 --> 00:58:16,673
Do you know what he answered me?
foundation guy?
689
00:58:16,888 --> 00:58:19,930
Don't thank us,
It's nothing compared to the pleasure
690
00:58:19,955 --> 00:58:21,538
that their books give us.
691
00:58:21,563 --> 00:58:23,313
I will write to Pierre and Yves
692
00:58:23,338 --> 00:58:26,129
to tell them how good
who know how to surround themselves.
693
00:58:26,294 --> 00:58:29,133
This hotel is unpretentious,
but well located.
694
00:58:29,384 --> 00:58:30,493
It's wonderful, right?
695
00:58:30,518 --> 00:58:33,086
From the window, I can see your institute.
696
00:59:01,387 --> 00:59:03,200
You do it better every time.
697
00:59:03,225 --> 00:59:05,058
It's a happiness.
698
00:59:11,472 --> 00:59:13,606
What led you to put on makeup?
699
00:59:16,452 --> 00:59:19,202
Tonight is an exceptional moment,
that's why...
700
00:59:19,610 --> 00:59:22,068
You want to look like a lady,
is that it?
701
00:59:25,087 --> 00:59:27,545
No, I wanted to be pretty for you.
702
00:59:29,349 --> 00:59:31,766
Matzneff, you are there.
703
00:59:32,104 --> 00:59:33,926
What an honor to have you among us.
704
00:59:33,951 --> 00:59:35,451
Thank you. Good afternoon.
705
00:59:35,662 --> 00:59:38,333
Have you had the pleasure of knowing
to Vanessa,
706
00:59:39,060 --> 00:59:43,060
my young, very young, my sweet
very sweet, my tender,
707
00:59:43,147 --> 00:59:46,230
very dear friend,
dear of my heart...
708
00:59:53,064 --> 00:59:54,605
You don't lie about anything.
709
00:59:59,807 --> 01:00:02,693
After this remarkable
argument under his watchful eye,
710
01:00:02,718 --> 01:00:04,393
I have no doubt
Gabriel Matzneff,
711
01:00:04,418 --> 01:00:07,334
- and despite these dark glasses...
- No.
712
01:00:07,591 --> 01:00:09,733
Are your eyes giving you problems?
713
01:00:09,758 --> 01:00:11,758
Yes, I have a problem with my eyes,
714
01:00:11,783 --> 01:00:13,720
but it's mostly like
part of the action
715
01:00:13,745 --> 01:00:16,495
by virtue of the Minister of the Interior.
716
01:00:16,602 --> 01:00:18,653
After appearing on your program
717
01:00:18,678 --> 01:00:20,186
without dark glasses,
with my blue eyes,
718
01:00:20,211 --> 01:00:22,846
some time later,
I receive invitations
719
01:00:22,871 --> 01:00:27,106
of the youth brigade,
on the Quai de Gèsvres.
720
01:00:27,311 --> 01:00:29,020
I bothered the young spectators.
721
01:00:29,045 --> 01:00:32,419
The writers go to Quai Conti,
me, to the Quai de Gesvres.
722
01:00:35,474 --> 01:00:40,146
To conclude this show, let's read
these words from Gabriel Matzneff.
723
01:00:40,171 --> 01:00:42,296
Quote me. Quote me.
724
01:00:44,209 --> 01:00:46,366
Good night.
725
01:00:49,747 --> 01:00:50,913
Thank you. Good night.
726
01:00:52,704 --> 01:00:54,412
- It's been fantastic.
- Thanks a lot.
727
01:00:56,348 --> 01:00:58,556
Thank you. It has been very interesting.
728
01:00:58,965 --> 01:01:01,106
- Awesome.
- Thank you. Good night.
729
01:01:06,287 --> 01:01:07,995
Gabriel. Gabriel.
730
01:01:08,136 --> 01:01:10,552
Don't worry, continue.
731
01:01:10,787 --> 01:01:11,870
Gabriel.
732
01:01:13,446 --> 01:01:14,571
Gabriel!
733
01:01:14,926 --> 01:01:16,135
Gabriel!
734
01:01:23,513 --> 01:01:26,472
I have looked for you among the public,
I haven't seen you.
735
01:01:31,648 --> 01:01:33,981
It's a shame that Gabriel
He won't have dinner with us.
736
01:01:39,266 --> 01:01:41,016
Where were you placed?
737
01:01:41,417 --> 01:01:44,708
I was very attentive,
but I didn't see you.
738
01:01:47,742 --> 01:01:48,742
And here?
739
01:01:50,913 --> 01:01:53,413
Do you see me here?
740
01:01:53,641 --> 01:01:54,891
I am in front of you.
741
01:01:54,972 --> 01:01:56,472
I don't appear on TV,
okay?
742
01:01:56,666 --> 01:01:58,333
Aren't you interested in that?
743
01:02:03,654 --> 01:02:05,738
But what's wrong with you?
744
01:02:06,413 --> 01:02:07,788
Do you want to see me?
745
01:02:08,371 --> 01:02:11,079
Fuck! Start by being interested
for me when I'm here.
746
01:02:11,499 --> 01:02:13,180
You're disappointed he didn't come.
747
01:02:21,250 --> 01:02:23,726
- What will you see at the concert?
- Your faces.
748
01:02:23,751 --> 01:02:25,585
There are only two dates.
749
01:02:25,610 --> 01:02:27,566
We must catch quickly
the sites.
750
01:02:27,607 --> 01:02:28,690
Hey, everything's going to be fine.
751
01:02:28,899 --> 01:02:29,607
It's good.
752
01:02:29,774 --> 01:02:31,726
If I miss them,
I shot myself.
753
01:02:43,584 --> 01:02:45,426
I love their latest album.
754
01:02:45,451 --> 01:02:46,451
Yeah?
755
01:02:48,054 --> 01:02:49,138
Yes.
756
01:02:50,891 --> 01:02:52,391
I listen to them on loop.
757
01:02:52,786 --> 01:02:53,953
Yeah?
758
01:02:53,978 --> 01:02:55,811
Are you a fan of The Cure?
759
01:02:58,124 --> 01:02:59,919
I didn't think they were your thing at all.
760
01:02:59,944 --> 01:03:01,902
And what is mine, then?
761
01:03:02,426 --> 01:03:04,717
Well yes, I love them.
762
01:03:07,771 --> 01:03:09,653
You could come with us, if you want.
763
01:03:12,744 --> 01:03:13,994
Yes, definitely.
764
01:03:14,301 --> 01:03:15,301
Yes, why not.
765
01:03:18,187 --> 01:03:19,353
The name of that young idiot,
766
01:03:19,378 --> 01:03:21,753
- Which one is it?
- Valentine.
767
01:03:21,778 --> 01:03:23,319
Why does that guy invite you?
768
01:03:23,603 --> 01:03:26,580
if it's not to put you in
hand between two songs,
769
01:03:26,605 --> 01:03:29,346
or try to corner you in
the darkness to kiss you?
770
01:03:30,967 --> 01:03:33,383
I hope you said no.
771
01:03:39,513 --> 01:03:41,555
Aren't you going to start whining?
772
01:03:43,276 --> 01:03:44,484
I'm exhausted.
773
01:03:45,089 --> 01:03:47,506
I worked on my manuscript all day.
774
01:03:47,531 --> 01:03:50,646
I remind you that I'm leaving
tomorrow and I need calm.
775
01:03:52,635 --> 01:03:54,844
These few days of cure,
no tobacco or alcohol,
776
01:03:54,869 --> 01:03:57,536
eating seeds and salad,
They are essential.
777
01:03:58,063 --> 01:04:00,021
How long are you going to be in Switzerland?
778
01:04:00,081 --> 01:04:03,789
Enough so you can
read the whole Bible.
779
01:04:08,885 --> 01:04:11,260
Two weeks won't be a long time.
780
01:04:12,087 --> 01:04:16,379
You can enjoy the room
or from my studio. You have the keys.
781
01:04:19,278 --> 01:04:21,362
Come on, get naked.
782
01:04:57,305 --> 01:04:59,305
"These children from Manila
783
01:04:59,533 --> 01:05:02,126
"they are fresh asses from which
I get a little pleasure
784
01:05:02,151 --> 01:05:04,026
"which I am pleased to seek.
785
01:05:05,359 --> 01:05:08,973
"A few bills will suffice
to satisfy my desire.
786
01:05:09,653 --> 01:05:11,945
"It turns out that I have up to four children
787
01:05:12,111 --> 01:05:14,026
"from 8 to 14 years old in my bed
788
01:05:14,051 --> 01:05:15,634
"at the same time
789
01:05:15,851 --> 01:05:18,893
"and I surrender with them at
most exquisite antics.
790
01:05:20,313 --> 01:05:24,066
"Yes, these little ones
I put here in my bed
791
01:05:24,091 --> 01:05:26,341
"they are a rare pepper.
792
01:05:27,179 --> 01:05:29,012
"A road of spices
793
01:05:29,037 --> 01:05:32,203
"what insatiable delight."
794
01:05:39,373 --> 01:05:41,040
Springora, Vanessa?
795
01:05:41,522 --> 01:05:42,772
Absent.
796
01:05:42,797 --> 01:05:46,067
TOWARDS THE BIRTH OF A WRITER...
I BELIEVE A LOT IN YOU. WITH MY FRIENDSHIP.
797
01:06:28,633 --> 01:06:31,841
Come on, turn around.
Get in front of me.
798
01:06:32,008 --> 01:06:33,341
Yes. Come on, let's go.
799
01:06:34,508 --> 01:06:35,800
Caress yourself, will you?
800
01:06:35,825 --> 01:06:37,450
I'm looking at you, come on.
801
01:06:38,266 --> 01:06:40,246
Come on, show me your
nice butt.
802
01:06:40,271 --> 01:06:42,855
So, it's good, yes.
803
01:06:42,880 --> 01:06:45,047
It's good.
Have you seen how much you turn me on?
804
01:06:45,699 --> 01:06:48,283
You see how you turn me on.
805
01:07:10,413 --> 01:07:13,773
40,000 francs. I have received
40,000 francs from the Academy.
806
01:07:13,798 --> 01:07:16,173
Definitely, good people support me.
807
01:07:16,531 --> 01:07:18,073
What's happening?
808
01:07:18,694 --> 01:07:19,402
Are you upset?
809
01:07:19,722 --> 01:07:21,806
Aren't you happy for me?
810
01:07:22,814 --> 01:07:23,814
I read it.
811
01:07:26,494 --> 01:07:27,619
I read everything.
812
01:07:38,688 --> 01:07:40,938
Did you really fuck with children?
813
01:07:41,399 --> 01:07:43,566
Those kids from Manila?
814
01:07:44,443 --> 01:07:45,651
And all these girls
815
01:07:45,676 --> 01:07:48,260
that you describe down to the smallest detail,
816
01:07:49,022 --> 01:07:51,106
the ones you slept with,
817
01:07:52,122 --> 01:07:54,288
lying all the time?
818
01:07:59,121 --> 01:08:00,830
I just wish that
let's talk about it.
819
01:08:01,673 --> 01:08:02,798
I love you.
820
01:08:03,628 --> 01:08:05,128
Yes I love you.
821
01:08:06,900 --> 01:08:09,691
I love you, but I don't recognize you
not even in those books, so...
822
01:08:10,483 --> 01:08:13,608
I won't judge you if you tell me the truth.
823
01:08:14,433 --> 01:08:17,620
I'll just be the last in a long list.
824
01:08:18,035 --> 01:08:19,893
Go ahead and repeat it.
825
01:08:20,300 --> 01:08:22,633
I know this criticism by heart.
826
01:08:23,571 --> 01:08:26,196
But I don't blame you.
827
01:08:27,249 --> 01:08:29,249
I just want to understand
who you really are.
828
01:08:29,274 --> 01:08:32,108
And you? who are you with your questions?
829
01:08:33,129 --> 01:08:35,838
A modern version of the Inquisition?
830
01:08:36,826 --> 01:08:38,243
A feminist perhaps?
831
01:08:38,450 --> 01:08:40,450
It's what we were missing.
832
01:08:40,981 --> 01:08:44,473
There is nothing less attractive
than what you're doing.
833
01:08:45,109 --> 01:08:47,984
Do you realize that you are ridiculous?
834
01:08:48,273 --> 01:08:51,240
Your life before me must have been
Much more pleasant, right?
835
01:08:53,211 --> 01:08:55,126
You regret it, is that it?
836
01:08:56,207 --> 01:08:59,541
There is nothing but my books
and my friends in life.
837
01:08:59,593 --> 01:09:01,218
There are other topics of debate.
838
01:09:01,338 --> 01:09:03,421
We can talk about politics, religion.
839
01:09:04,537 --> 01:09:06,246
look what happens
in the world,
840
01:09:06,360 --> 01:09:07,694
Do you at least realize that?
841
01:09:08,453 --> 01:09:12,166
Say something interesting,
I ask you.
842
01:09:23,389 --> 01:09:26,181
I don't understand you anymore, Vanessa.
843
01:09:26,647 --> 01:09:28,939
Do you still want to inspire me?
844
01:09:29,647 --> 01:09:32,147
But are you able to do it?
845
01:09:37,833 --> 01:09:42,499
No. No.
No, I don't feel like it today.
846
01:09:43,489 --> 01:09:46,948
Could we do something else?
For once?
847
01:09:47,067 --> 01:09:50,442
So you've decided to be unbearable,
right?
848
01:09:52,063 --> 01:09:55,826
Marie-Agnès and Diane had nothing
what to envy you in bed,
849
01:09:55,981 --> 01:09:58,606
but they were also models
of good humor.
850
01:09:59,660 --> 01:10:02,006
You don't know how to enjoy
of the present moment,
851
01:10:02,031 --> 01:10:04,531
like most of the good ones
women in other places.
852
01:10:04,658 --> 01:10:06,283
It's in your genes.
853
01:10:07,743 --> 01:10:11,243
You look more and more like your mother.
854
01:10:12,465 --> 01:10:14,590
I inform you that I am only 15 years old,
855
01:10:14,615 --> 01:10:16,032
just as you know.
856
01:10:16,627 --> 01:10:20,043
So I'm still not what
we call a good woman.
857
01:10:20,210 --> 01:10:22,913
Besides, what do you know about women?
858
01:10:23,158 --> 01:10:24,283
After 18 years
859
01:10:24,308 --> 01:10:26,993
No, 16, you are no longer interested in them.
860
01:10:27,366 --> 01:10:29,226
Have you decided to make me suffer?
861
01:10:30,549 --> 01:10:32,413
Or do you want
to separate me from you?
862
01:10:32,817 --> 01:10:37,033
I am honestly concerned about
mark that you will leave on my readers.
863
01:10:37,636 --> 01:10:40,594
You will end up disappointing them,
to them too.
864
01:10:40,846 --> 01:10:45,106
Because when I write,
I sign a pact with them,
865
01:10:45,368 --> 01:10:46,993
and I owe them the whole truth.
866
01:10:47,018 --> 01:10:49,820
And the truth is that I had
future plans with you,
867
01:10:49,845 --> 01:10:51,512
dreams of the future.
868
01:10:53,170 --> 01:10:55,128
But now, you scare me.
869
01:10:56,048 --> 01:10:58,053
I finally see your true face
870
01:10:58,175 --> 01:10:59,606
hysterical liar.
871
01:10:59,631 --> 01:11:00,631
No.
872
01:11:02,547 --> 01:11:03,733
No. This is not true.
873
01:11:03,758 --> 01:11:05,320
- It isn't true?
- It's not.
874
01:11:05,345 --> 01:11:08,095
Isn't it true? So, wait.
875
01:11:09,601 --> 01:11:11,351
Here it is, this:
876
01:11:12,473 --> 01:11:14,473
"Your love for me is a
sun that shines
877
01:11:14,498 --> 01:11:17,248
"and illuminates everything that
we have lived together
878
01:11:17,273 --> 01:11:19,106
"since our first kiss."
879
01:11:19,378 --> 01:11:20,378
Or also...
880
01:11:20,512 --> 01:11:22,803
This one, with a more direct style:
881
01:11:22,828 --> 01:11:26,370
"I passionately want
have thousands of times more
882
01:11:26,395 --> 01:11:29,312
"the vertigo when you caress me,
ellipsis.
883
01:11:29,337 --> 01:11:32,587
"With you, I am happy again,
but also crazy
884
01:11:32,612 --> 01:11:35,279
"of desire, of your body, of your skin,
885
01:11:35,304 --> 01:11:37,013
from your mouth."
886
01:11:37,463 --> 01:11:38,755
"I love you".
887
01:11:41,545 --> 01:11:44,253
"I love you. Etcetera, etcetera."
888
01:11:46,226 --> 01:11:48,309
Were you sincere?
889
01:11:49,960 --> 01:11:53,186
Because, there, me too,
I need you to calm me down.
890
01:11:53,559 --> 01:11:55,100
Be reasonable.
891
01:11:55,425 --> 01:11:56,591
Vanessa!
892
01:11:57,793 --> 01:11:59,126
Vanessa?
893
01:11:59,515 --> 01:12:02,057
Get naked, please.
894
01:12:12,066 --> 01:12:13,316
Get naked, please.
895
01:12:27,760 --> 01:12:29,635
Please.
896
01:12:36,347 --> 01:12:40,680
trash feminism,
evil and manipulation,
897
01:12:40,705 --> 01:12:42,413
It's Vanessa syndrome.
898
01:12:42,438 --> 01:12:43,771
He chases me.
899
01:12:43,808 --> 01:12:46,266
His desire for possession tortures me.
900
01:12:46,346 --> 01:12:47,993
It's even worse than Francesca.
901
01:12:48,018 --> 01:12:49,166
He doesn't have his charisma,
902
01:12:49,191 --> 01:12:52,299
She's just predictable.
903
01:12:52,787 --> 01:12:53,954
It's a failure.
904
01:12:54,068 --> 01:12:57,567
My poor girl became furious,
905
01:12:57,593 --> 01:12:59,799
hysterical, unbearable.
906
01:12:59,824 --> 01:13:03,926
- No!
- Here is a portrait of you in my black book.
907
01:13:04,012 --> 01:13:06,095
No, you have no right!
908
01:13:06,540 --> 01:13:08,290
And without the strength of our love,
909
01:13:08,456 --> 01:13:10,966
Vanessa will inevitably fall
in wandering,
910
01:13:10,991 --> 01:13:13,753
depravity and madness.
911
01:13:16,444 --> 01:13:17,861
And the madness.
912
01:13:31,575 --> 01:13:34,117
In a castle made of mirrors...
913
01:13:35,425 --> 01:13:38,216
a beautiful princess with golden hair
914
01:13:38,622 --> 01:13:40,122
I longed for...
915
01:13:40,503 --> 01:13:43,211
for never having found love,
916
01:13:43,449 --> 01:13:44,741
when a...
917
01:13:45,094 --> 01:13:47,469
A brave knight came to save her.
918
01:13:48,280 --> 01:13:50,489
He was the gentlest...
919
01:13:52,035 --> 01:13:55,744
the most gentle and handsome of
all the nobles of the kingdom.
920
01:13:58,554 --> 01:14:00,054
And when she saw him...
921
01:14:01,501 --> 01:14:03,542
for the first time...
922
01:14:06,000 --> 01:14:08,333
She knew it, immediately...
923
01:14:10,421 --> 01:14:11,713
which was his...
924
01:14:13,558 --> 01:14:14,558
great love...
925
01:14:15,495 --> 01:14:17,329
for eternity.
926
01:14:17,895 --> 01:14:19,686
- And...
- Yuri?
927
01:14:19,859 --> 01:14:21,609
Why is Vanessa crying?
928
01:14:26,706 --> 01:14:29,100
I'm the afternoon babysitter.
929
01:14:29,125 --> 01:14:30,458
I'll take charge.
930
01:14:48,748 --> 01:14:50,633
So, shall we have something?
931
01:14:50,898 --> 01:14:52,586
It's a new bar,
932
01:14:53,607 --> 01:14:56,033
with good music.
933
01:14:59,415 --> 01:15:00,582
But well,
934
01:15:00,607 --> 01:15:02,206
We can't take long
otherwise they will punish us.
935
01:15:02,231 --> 01:15:04,314
As always,
I know them.
936
01:15:04,339 --> 01:15:05,589
Do you hear me?
937
01:15:06,827 --> 01:15:07,827
Come on?
938
01:15:09,580 --> 01:15:10,872
Yes, let's go.
939
01:15:45,313 --> 01:15:47,433
How dare you again
to make a scene for me,
940
01:15:47,458 --> 01:15:49,833
while I'm at work?
941
01:15:51,973 --> 01:15:55,056
No, you have no idea
what a creator is.
942
01:15:55,556 --> 01:15:58,026
What you read is only the
draft of a future novel,
943
01:15:58,051 --> 01:16:00,426
it has nothing to do
with us, with you.
944
01:16:02,375 --> 01:16:03,583
It's over.
945
01:16:07,031 --> 01:16:08,448
I leave you.
946
01:16:11,305 --> 01:16:12,971
I can't take it anymore.
947
01:16:15,297 --> 01:16:16,964
I can't take it anymore.
948
01:16:31,143 --> 01:16:34,666
We should be able to talk,
otherwise it will end badly.
949
01:16:35,071 --> 01:16:36,488
Very badly.
950
01:16:38,437 --> 01:16:41,187
After all the
efforts I made for you...
951
01:16:42,242 --> 01:16:46,117
you see clearly that it is your madness
the one that is ruining everything.
952
01:16:54,793 --> 01:16:55,793
No!
953
01:18:08,487 --> 01:18:10,737
Are you talking to me? (In English)
954
01:18:10,904 --> 01:18:12,612
Are you talking to me? (English)
955
01:18:12,821 --> 01:18:13,821
Do you do it?
956
01:18:14,487 --> 01:18:15,529
You still don't know?
957
01:18:15,737 --> 01:18:17,279
Are you fucking...
958
01:18:17,446 --> 01:18:19,737
Taxi Driver. De Niro, right?
959
01:18:19,946 --> 01:18:21,404
-No.
960
01:18:22,616 --> 01:18:25,699
I wanted to be an actor,
but I will be a better lawyer.
961
01:18:26,007 --> 01:18:28,806
I went back to law school
as a free candidate.
962
01:18:29,352 --> 01:18:32,018
It's not easy,
but I'm going to work hard,
963
01:18:32,043 --> 01:18:33,918
and I will arrive.
964
01:18:33,943 --> 01:18:37,068
So I would like to do it
also for my mother.
965
01:18:37,773 --> 01:18:39,315
She raised me alone
966
01:18:39,515 --> 01:18:42,015
and now,
It's up to me to help you.
967
01:18:42,916 --> 01:18:44,679
Does your father no longer live with you?
968
01:18:45,382 --> 01:18:48,298
No. No, my father died
of a stroke.
969
01:18:49,866 --> 01:18:51,032
He was Russian.
970
01:18:52,951 --> 01:18:55,201
I would have liked
know him better, but...
971
01:18:56,247 --> 01:18:58,997
What a coincidence,
My boyfriend is also Russian.
972
01:19:04,385 --> 01:19:07,510
And have you been there for a long time?
And who are you dating?
973
01:19:08,971 --> 01:19:11,221
I'm being indiscreet, right?
974
01:19:11,725 --> 01:19:14,058
Sorry, we barely know each other.
975
01:19:15,353 --> 01:19:17,997
No, no, it's not that, it's...
976
01:19:18,898 --> 01:19:21,440
It's because I never talk about it,
that's all.
977
01:19:23,471 --> 01:19:25,804
Nobody can understand it.
978
01:19:26,612 --> 01:19:29,612
And what is not
can you understand?
979
01:19:35,465 --> 01:19:36,757
What...
980
01:19:37,709 --> 01:19:39,826
that I lock myself in a
hotel room
981
01:19:39,851 --> 01:19:42,809
with a guy older than me
own father, who deceives me
982
01:19:42,834 --> 01:19:44,500
and that he lies to me.
983
01:19:52,413 --> 01:19:55,079
He has more experience than me, and he...
984
01:19:55,104 --> 01:19:58,040
He is very intelligent,
so you're probably right.
985
01:19:59,428 --> 01:20:02,220
They must be more
interesting than me.
986
01:20:05,855 --> 01:20:07,855
So I hate myself.
987
01:20:10,552 --> 01:20:12,969
I hate myself and
I'm going crazy for nothing.
988
01:20:13,931 --> 01:20:15,306
That's all.
989
01:20:28,793 --> 01:20:30,626
You are smart.
990
01:20:31,501 --> 01:20:33,668
You are super pretty.
991
01:20:38,883 --> 01:20:41,175
You have your whole life ahead of you.
992
01:20:42,971 --> 01:20:44,179
Everything is going well.
993
01:21:05,313 --> 01:21:06,313
Vanessa.
994
01:21:06,355 --> 01:21:07,855
Please sit down.
995
01:21:07,942 --> 01:21:09,983
I tremble, I am moved.
996
01:21:10,057 --> 01:21:11,807
Because... waiter?
997
01:21:12,147 --> 01:21:13,915
- Yes.
- The same for the beautiful lady.
998
01:21:13,940 --> 01:21:16,063
Immediately, sir.
999
01:21:18,357 --> 01:21:20,190
I had a spectacular idea.
1000
01:21:20,215 --> 01:21:22,590
I have great news to tell you.
1001
01:21:26,440 --> 01:21:28,940
I have to go to Manila to
finish our novel,
1002
01:21:28,965 --> 01:21:31,632
and I would like you to accompany me.
I invite you.
1003
01:21:31,967 --> 01:21:35,426
in that hotel
which I like so much, Harrison Plaza.
1004
01:21:36,049 --> 01:21:37,966
This novel I'm writing
1005
01:21:38,073 --> 01:21:40,532
will tell the most beautiful stories
of love: ours,
1006
01:21:40,557 --> 01:21:41,599
as I see it.
1007
01:21:42,127 --> 01:21:44,699
And, above all, there,
We will be far away, you and I.
1008
01:21:44,914 --> 01:21:46,997
"Allegra and Nile."
1009
01:21:47,359 --> 01:21:48,484
The two, together.
1010
01:21:48,509 --> 01:21:51,086
And will you want to have sex
with small children?
1011
01:21:52,296 --> 01:21:54,213
Don't talk nonsense.
1012
01:21:57,336 --> 01:22:00,169
I just want you to understand
why I love that country.
1013
01:22:13,061 --> 01:22:15,253
That's out of the question.
1014
01:22:15,938 --> 01:22:19,113
I'll never let you out
territory without my permission.
1015
01:22:19,570 --> 01:22:20,570
Manila and more?
1016
01:22:32,861 --> 01:22:34,528
Vanessa, it's for you.
1017
01:22:37,056 --> 01:22:38,056
Hello.
1018
01:22:51,907 --> 01:22:54,032
I was thinking, do you...
1019
01:22:54,198 --> 01:22:57,115
Would you like us to go to the movies together?
1020
01:22:58,439 --> 01:23:00,606
No, I can't.
I'm sorry.
1021
01:23:07,396 --> 01:23:10,021
Actually, I wanted
above all, talk to you.
1022
01:23:14,808 --> 01:23:17,553
I can't stop thinking about
what you told me the other day.
1023
01:23:18,081 --> 01:23:19,998
I don't think you realize how much
1024
01:23:20,023 --> 01:23:22,648
that guy takes advantage
of you and it hurts you.
1025
01:23:25,431 --> 01:23:27,098
You're not crazy.
1026
01:23:34,607 --> 01:23:38,066
You have to regain trust
on yourself and leave it.
1027
01:24:02,304 --> 01:24:04,221
-I'll miss you.
1028
01:24:51,667 --> 01:24:52,667
Gabriel?
1029
01:24:54,062 --> 01:24:56,813
Was there in your childhood or adolescence
1030
01:24:56,986 --> 01:24:59,848
an adult who also played
For you this role of initiator?
1031
01:25:00,982 --> 01:25:03,273
Yes. Once.
1032
01:25:04,491 --> 01:25:05,616
When I was 13 years old.
1033
01:25:07,206 --> 01:25:09,206
A friend of my parents.
1034
01:25:44,024 --> 01:25:45,024
How are you?
1035
01:27:08,053 --> 01:27:13,719
DEAR GABRIEL,
MY LOVE, FORGIVE
1036
01:27:14,307 --> 01:27:21,333
MY SUFFERING
1037
01:27:29,913 --> 01:27:32,793
...LET ME GO
1038
01:27:35,760 --> 01:27:39,253
YOU HAVE OPENED MY EYES
1039
01:27:48,180 --> 01:27:50,940
...MY CROSS, FOR ETERNITY
1040
01:27:57,647 --> 01:27:59,064
How are you?
1041
01:27:59,897 --> 01:28:00,897
Hello.
1042
01:28:25,672 --> 01:28:27,589
It's 2 in the morning.
1043
01:28:28,282 --> 01:28:29,949
Yes I understand.
1044
01:28:32,768 --> 01:28:34,018
I'll tell you.
1045
01:28:35,516 --> 01:28:37,058
I swear it.
1046
01:28:38,821 --> 01:28:39,905
See you tomorrow.
1047
01:28:51,433 --> 01:28:53,517
He called three times today.
1048
01:28:54,096 --> 01:28:55,346
He is worried.
1049
01:28:56,678 --> 01:28:58,520
What are you playing?
1050
01:29:05,090 --> 01:29:07,132
I left it, mom.
1051
01:29:08,193 --> 01:29:09,860
I left Gabriel.
1052
01:29:11,985 --> 01:29:13,193
The poor one.
1053
01:29:14,387 --> 01:29:15,512
Are you sure?
1054
01:29:16,468 --> 01:29:17,801
He adores you.
1055
01:29:30,100 --> 01:29:32,308
I'm going to live with Yuri.
1056
01:29:36,875 --> 01:29:39,042
Are you in love with this boy?
1057
01:29:40,442 --> 01:29:41,442
Yeah.
1058
01:29:44,315 --> 01:29:47,190
I can't live with you anymore, do you understand?
1059
01:29:50,269 --> 01:29:52,978
Will you come home to dinner together?
1060
01:29:54,161 --> 01:29:55,827
I will make food.
1061
01:30:46,808 --> 01:30:48,224
Wait, wait.
1062
01:30:48,680 --> 01:30:49,680
Are you sure?
1063
01:30:51,700 --> 01:30:53,950
I don't want to hurt you.
1064
01:31:38,757 --> 01:31:40,382
Isn't it okay?
1065
01:31:41,466 --> 01:31:44,133
Did I do something you didn't like?
1066
01:31:47,370 --> 01:31:50,120
I disappointed you, didn't you like it?
1067
01:31:52,831 --> 01:31:55,747
It's too much happiness, that's all.
1068
01:31:59,973 --> 01:32:03,181
You know we talk a lot about
you in the staff room.
1069
01:32:07,620 --> 01:32:09,853
But I don't judge you,
unlike them.
1070
01:32:11,886 --> 01:32:13,761
I am an admirer.
1071
01:32:18,450 --> 01:32:19,491
Allegra.
1072
01:32:22,512 --> 01:32:23,637
I have to go to class.
1073
01:32:26,293 --> 01:32:27,793
I'm sorry.
1074
01:33:00,340 --> 01:33:02,757
Let me go, let me go,
Let go of me!
1075
01:33:04,090 --> 01:33:06,882
What are you going to do with me first?
1076
01:33:08,848 --> 01:33:10,182
Don't you see that...
1077
01:33:10,262 --> 01:33:13,221
Can't you see I'm upset?
1078
01:33:17,151 --> 01:33:18,442
Vanessa?
1079
01:33:19,039 --> 01:33:20,372
It's you?
1080
01:33:25,302 --> 01:33:26,510
Vanessa?
1081
01:33:28,699 --> 01:33:30,158
Are you at home?
1082
01:33:31,648 --> 01:33:33,231
Are you back?
1083
01:33:35,950 --> 01:33:37,158
Vanessa?
1084
01:33:37,587 --> 01:33:39,795
Come on, open this door.
1085
01:33:42,161 --> 01:33:45,536
- "Before me, you were not
more than a lost girl.
1086
01:33:45,609 --> 01:33:47,276
"I saved you.
1087
01:33:47,738 --> 01:33:50,821
"What will become of you without
my absolute love?
1088
01:33:51,101 --> 01:33:53,693
"I'm terribly worried, Vanessa.
1089
01:33:53,880 --> 01:33:56,089
"We both know
that you are fragile,
1090
01:33:56,114 --> 01:33:58,531
"unstable, vulnerable.
1091
01:33:58,727 --> 01:34:01,060
"You need me."
1092
01:34:01,567 --> 01:34:03,108
Vanessa Springora!
1093
01:34:03,317 --> 01:34:05,108
There is no self-service here.
1094
01:34:05,826 --> 01:34:08,400
You must respect the schedules.
1095
01:34:08,608 --> 01:34:10,600
Who do you think you are?
1096
01:34:10,625 --> 01:34:12,320
Nobody here has those rights.
1097
01:34:13,900 --> 01:34:16,586
It's not you
Who dictates the rules, as far as I know.
1098
01:34:19,801 --> 01:34:20,801
So... (in English)
1099
01:34:22,224 --> 01:34:24,474
What is needed?
1100
01:34:27,275 --> 01:34:28,275
Hey!
1101
01:34:32,862 --> 01:34:34,404
It's enough.
1102
01:34:34,928 --> 01:34:38,533
After the two disciplinary councils
due to his recurring absences,
1103
01:34:38,558 --> 01:34:41,266
without counting the bad example
what you give to other students,
1104
01:34:41,291 --> 01:34:43,333
His teachers have taken a dislike to him.
1105
01:34:44,113 --> 01:34:47,540
Because you deny his authority, do you understand?
1106
01:34:48,568 --> 01:34:52,033
You know that schooling is no longer
It is mandatory from the age of 16.
1107
01:34:53,278 --> 01:34:55,746
So I suggest you drop out of school,
1108
01:34:55,771 --> 01:34:58,066
on your own,
for personal reasons.
1109
01:34:58,413 --> 01:35:02,326
And, for your future, it is better that
there is no trace of a remission.
1110
01:35:50,367 --> 01:35:51,534
Absolutely.
1111
01:35:51,700 --> 01:35:55,159
Therefore, Gabriel Matzneff
that is in front of you,
1112
01:35:55,184 --> 01:35:58,206
if there is a real teacher
of sexual education,
1113
01:35:58,231 --> 01:36:00,440
He is still Gabriel Matzneff.
1114
01:36:00,700 --> 01:36:01,700
Of another kind.
1115
01:36:01,742 --> 01:36:02,742
Give lessons
1116
01:36:02,784 --> 01:36:04,719
and paying personally.
1117
01:36:04,744 --> 01:36:06,966
He likes to seduce and initiate.
1118
01:36:06,991 --> 01:36:08,908
Why do you specialize
1119
01:36:08,933 --> 01:36:11,273
in high school girls
and in lolitas?
1120
01:36:11,298 --> 01:36:13,923
More than 20 years, are you no longer interested?
1121
01:36:13,948 --> 01:36:17,115
I like to have someone who still
It is not hardened by life.
1122
01:36:17,140 --> 01:36:18,724
Like men in general
1123
01:36:18,749 --> 01:36:20,266
whether selfish or cowardly,
1124
01:36:20,291 --> 01:36:22,166
women can only get tougher.
1125
01:36:22,191 --> 01:36:24,191
A very young girl is kind,
1126
01:36:24,216 --> 01:36:28,253
even if she gets hysterical, when she is old.
1127
01:36:28,278 --> 01:36:30,945
She's still nicer...
1128
01:36:31,329 --> 01:36:33,326
But why collect them so much?
1129
01:36:33,351 --> 01:36:36,684
Your friends say
that he is not inventing anything.
1130
01:36:36,709 --> 01:36:38,751
So he must lie: the phone,
1131
01:36:38,776 --> 01:36:41,026
so that they do not meet...
1132
01:36:41,051 --> 01:36:43,131
He makes love in the morning,
in the afternoon, at night.
1133
01:36:43,276 --> 01:36:45,146
The question is a bit vulgar:
1134
01:36:45,171 --> 01:36:46,629
are you fucking for his newspaper?
1135
01:36:47,191 --> 01:36:49,766
The more lovers there are,
there will be more pages.
1136
01:36:49,791 --> 01:36:53,041
No. I hate people who turn the page,
1137
01:36:53,066 --> 01:36:55,233
who deny the ones they have loved,
1138
01:36:55,360 --> 01:36:58,110
who forget everything they have experienced.
1139
01:36:58,216 --> 01:37:00,633
I have memory for others.
1140
01:37:00,658 --> 01:37:02,283
Yes, Denise Bombardier?
1141
01:37:02,399 --> 01:37:05,149
I find Mr. Matzneff pitiful.
1142
01:37:05,237 --> 01:37:07,599
I don't understand that in this country,
1143
01:37:07,656 --> 01:37:09,186
literature, in quotes,
1144
01:37:09,211 --> 01:37:11,486
it is used as an alibi for
this type of confidences.
1145
01:37:11,527 --> 01:37:14,326
Mr. Matzneff sodomizes
to girls of 14, 15 years old,
1146
01:37:14,351 --> 01:37:16,573
they are crazy about him.
1147
01:37:16,896 --> 01:37:19,521
We know well that the
Girls can be crazy
1148
01:37:19,546 --> 01:37:21,796
of a gentleman who has a literary aura.
1149
01:37:21,821 --> 01:37:24,737
We know that older men attract
to the children with candy.
1150
01:37:24,762 --> 01:37:27,304
Mr. Matzneff attracts them
with his reputation.
1151
01:37:27,445 --> 01:37:28,862
But we don't know
1152
01:37:28,887 --> 01:37:30,933
how these girls
14 or 15 years old
1153
01:37:30,958 --> 01:37:33,000
who suffered, what we call
1154
01:37:33,032 --> 01:37:37,033
in the reports between
adults and young people,
1155
01:37:37,351 --> 01:37:38,601
abuse of power,
1156
01:37:38,626 --> 01:37:41,043
how do those girls manage it
1157
01:37:41,078 --> 01:37:43,912
I think these girls
They are withered
1158
01:37:43,937 --> 01:37:47,253
for the rest of their lives.
1159
01:37:47,278 --> 01:37:50,403
I don't understand how
we can publish...
1160
01:38:24,440 --> 01:38:25,774
I stole your clothes.
1161
01:38:27,055 --> 01:38:28,763
What do I look like?
1162
01:38:29,345 --> 01:38:31,304
Do you think it looks good on me?
1163
01:38:32,648 --> 01:38:34,481
Or do I look like a whore?
1164
01:38:36,754 --> 01:38:38,129
It makes me old.
1165
01:38:39,480 --> 01:38:41,397
It seems vulgar, right?
1166
01:38:43,393 --> 01:38:48,524
Opera "Don Giovanni, K. 527" SOUNDS
by Mozart
1167
01:39:25,207 --> 01:39:27,290
Outside it's war.
1168
01:39:27,457 --> 01:39:29,124
I have a mission.
1169
01:39:30,082 --> 01:39:32,333
You have to believe me.
1170
01:39:32,358 --> 01:39:35,566
I see things that you don't know.
1171
01:39:48,263 --> 01:39:49,864
I think they are a different army.
1172
01:39:50,234 --> 01:39:52,942
that all this is
perfectly organized.
1173
01:39:54,485 --> 01:39:56,318
Can you give me a book?
1174
01:39:59,353 --> 01:40:01,228
The books can
awaken your imagination,
1175
01:40:01,437 --> 01:40:02,562
You shouldn't.
1176
01:40:06,853 --> 01:40:11,103
You must never come back
to the hidden time of memories,
1177
01:40:11,128 --> 01:40:13,795
from the blessed time of his childhood.
1178
01:40:15,020 --> 01:40:18,145
SOUNDS Barbara: "My childhood"
1179
01:40:21,266 --> 01:40:23,516
Was the party good?
1180
01:40:23,610 --> 01:40:25,235
They all came
1181
01:40:25,260 --> 01:40:26,843
just for you.
1182
01:40:32,105 --> 01:40:33,730
Did you at least like it?
1183
01:40:40,876 --> 01:40:43,501
They were a little too much,
my garlands, right?
1184
01:40:46,632 --> 01:40:48,299
It was perfect, mom.
1185
01:40:48,360 --> 01:40:50,073
If you blow out the candles,
1186
01:40:51,633 --> 01:40:53,133
just for the two of us.
1187
01:40:54,090 --> 01:40:55,090
Let's go.
1188
01:41:08,030 --> 01:41:09,280
Come on, blow.
1189
01:41:09,313 --> 01:41:10,688
Go ahead, breathe.
1190
01:41:14,513 --> 01:41:15,971
Please.
1191
01:41:33,063 --> 01:41:35,219
This song always makes me cry.
1192
01:41:36,779 --> 01:41:37,779
Don't you?
1193
01:41:41,181 --> 01:41:43,139
You must never come back
1194
01:41:47,539 --> 01:41:49,173
From the blessed time of his childhood
1195
01:41:49,198 --> 01:41:51,353
Those from childhood are the worst
1196
01:41:51,912 --> 01:41:53,799
they destroy us
1197
01:41:53,824 --> 01:41:55,186
1198
01:41:55,211 --> 01:41:56,526
1199
01:41:56,813 --> 01:41:58,438
1200
01:41:58,852 --> 01:42:01,518
1201
01:42:01,543 --> 01:42:04,001
1202
01:42:04,244 --> 01:42:06,411
1203
01:43:01,433 --> 01:43:04,600
July 28, 1986, 5:20 p.m.
1204
01:43:04,767 --> 01:43:08,600
"My penis has triumphed over the hymen
of my beautiful 14-year-old lover.
1205
01:43:09,967 --> 01:43:11,550
Viernes 19.
1206
01:43:12,012 --> 01:43:13,012
"Vanessa caressed me
1207
01:43:13,810 --> 01:43:15,602
voluptuously...
1208
01:43:15,950 --> 01:43:18,819
27, 28, 29... Vanessa,
1209
01:43:18,844 --> 01:43:21,177
Jealous, unbearable.
1210
01:43:21,282 --> 01:43:22,782
September 30.
1211
01:43:23,853 --> 01:43:26,773
Yesterday, Vanessa's hysterical screams.
1212
01:43:36,340 --> 01:43:38,048
November, December, January,
1213
01:43:38,073 --> 01:43:39,989
"the 3rd, the 12th, the 14th.
1214
01:43:40,535 --> 01:43:42,701
My disappointment prevails.
1215
01:43:44,259 --> 01:43:46,759
"The 24th. Despite my sacrifices,
1216
01:43:46,784 --> 01:43:48,700
I suffer the violence of an unjust woman
1217
01:43:48,725 --> 01:43:50,433
and tyrannical lover.
1218
01:43:50,458 --> 01:43:52,250
It is inevitable.
1219
01:43:52,549 --> 01:43:54,674
25, 26, 27,
1220
01:43:54,699 --> 01:43:57,657
Vanessa is only 15
years and you can already guess
1221
01:43:57,682 --> 01:44:00,546
the good woman who will be like her mother.
1222
01:44:01,301 --> 01:44:04,593
Yes, Vanessa is now a woman.
1223
01:44:05,093 --> 01:44:06,468
And 31.
1224
01:44:07,764 --> 01:44:09,223
Close the ban."
1225
01:44:33,628 --> 01:44:36,461
Vanessa, everything is fine.
1226
01:44:43,210 --> 01:44:44,752
Second floor.
1227
01:44:52,600 --> 01:44:54,100
- Good morning.
- Good morning.
1228
01:45:06,380 --> 01:45:09,999
DEAR VANESSA, I'M VERY SORRY, I HAVE A
I'VE BEEN TRYING TO STOP IT BECAUSE NOTHING LOOKS LIKE
1229
01:45:10,060 --> 01:45:13,873
I FINALLY DECIDED TO TALK TO YOU ABOUT IT,
AND FORWARD THEIR EMAILS TO YOU
Sincerely, MRS VERNE. EDITORIAL DIRECTOR
1230
01:45:30,686 --> 01:45:35,333
WHY HAS VANESSA NOT RESPONDED?
TO MY LETTERS,
1231
01:45:35,666 --> 01:45:39,733
ALL WRITTEN WITH THE BLOOD OF MY HEART?
1232
01:45:39,813 --> 01:45:45,693
I AM SERIOUSLY SICK, I BEG YOU...
DO NOT DENY ANYTHING TO A DYING PERSON.
1233
01:45:52,947 --> 01:45:55,900
VANESSA'S SILENCE IS A MYSTERY AND SHE
IT MUST BE CONSUMED, WITHOUT A DOUBT, BY REPENTANCE
1234
01:45:55,925 --> 01:45:58,913
AT THE IDEA OF HAVING MADE ME SUFFER SO MUCH...
NO, EVER, I WILL NOT FORGIVE HIM FOR LEAVING ME...
1235
01:45:58,967 --> 01:46:02,453
SHE IS AND WILL CONTINUE TO BE MINE FOR ETERNITY BECAUSE
OUR CRAZY PASSION WILL NEVER STOP SHINE IN
THE CAR THANKS TO MY BOOKS...
1236
01:46:06,559 --> 01:46:10,313
NO, I WILL NEVER BE PART OF VANESSA'S PAST,
1237
01:46:10,447 --> 01:46:13,173
NEITHER SHE OF MINE.
1238
01:46:27,640 --> 01:46:29,056
No, but let's be clear:
1239
01:46:29,081 --> 01:46:31,414
- It's pity and cronyism.
- You're not going to do it too.
1240
01:46:31,638 --> 01:46:32,638
-Have you read the press?
1241
01:46:32,952 --> 01:46:37,339
If you talk about this controversy
that young journalists launch,
1242
01:46:37,364 --> 01:46:39,322
it's a joke. Cry the scandal
1243
01:46:39,347 --> 01:46:41,722
May you finally receive your Renaudot.
1244
01:46:41,747 --> 01:46:44,039
All because he said this price
1245
01:46:44,064 --> 01:46:45,304
They reward all their work.
1246
01:46:45,329 --> 01:46:46,912
Suddenly, we became indignant.
1247
01:46:47,587 --> 01:46:50,254
A work in which he speaks
of girls in love
1248
01:46:50,279 --> 01:46:51,606
who slept in their bed,
1249
01:46:51,631 --> 01:46:54,089
as if they ignored
what they were doing.
1250
01:46:55,755 --> 01:46:57,253
What are we talking about?
1251
01:46:58,553 --> 01:47:01,079
and these stories
sex tourism in the Philippines,
1252
01:47:01,104 --> 01:47:03,229
- Can we talk about it too?
- It was another time.
1253
01:47:03,946 --> 01:47:05,446
If not, what?
1254
01:47:05,851 --> 01:47:08,453
Céline is censored,
1255
01:47:08,598 --> 01:47:11,333
Genet, and even good old Gide?
1256
01:47:11,374 --> 01:47:12,916
No, literature has all the rights.
1257
01:47:13,177 --> 01:47:15,344
This ridiculous dispute just
It will be a flash in the pan.
1258
01:47:15,369 --> 01:47:16,653
He is tough,
1259
01:47:17,009 --> 01:47:18,093
and knows how to defend himself.
1260
01:47:18,118 --> 01:47:20,910
Always embodies freedom
of expression, transgression.
1261
01:47:21,136 --> 01:47:23,886
And you, Vanessa, what do you think?
1262
01:49:16,127 --> 01:49:19,877
After so many years,
I go around in circles in my cage.
1263
01:49:21,320 --> 01:49:24,820
My dreams are populated
of murders and revenge.
1264
01:49:26,019 --> 01:49:29,519
Until the day when finally
the solution is presented,
1265
01:49:29,544 --> 01:49:31,669
there, before my eyes,
1266
01:49:31,694 --> 01:49:33,652
as evidence:
1267
01:49:34,772 --> 01:49:37,772
catch the hunter in
his own trap,
1268
01:49:37,797 --> 01:49:40,047
lock it in a book.
1269
01:49:40,860 --> 01:49:44,120
CONSENT
1270
01:50:04,707 --> 01:50:09,866
A STORY BY VANESSA SPRINGORA